I haven’t felt right for the past few days. I expressed to my husband, Saturday that something just felt off. I was so sleepy, I felt like I could barely keep my eyes open. I have been feeling fatigued and then, this morning I had a flare up of my chronic condition that has been painful. I managed to make it through a spin class this morning, I didn’t go all out, though. Felt like a slacker at first, but then I reminded myself that a true slacker wouldn’t have even gone to the gym.
I did weights and then went to hot yoga. I am hoping that the yoga will help, felt like I needed to sweat out some toxins. I’m still feeling sluggish, today and I’ve decided that it’s o.k. to declare this afternoon as a lazy afternoon. Maybe I could us a little more lazy in my life every now and then. I took a shower and got into my p.j’s, so here it is 2:30 PM on a Wednesday afternoon and I’m in pajamas. If anyone stops by my house, they will think that I’m one of those women that doesn’t get dressed all day.
I’m planning on going to bed earlier tonight and hope that I improve soon. I will be on the phone in a few minutes begging for an appointment with the witch doctor. Maybe this dude can get to the bottom of these strange and lingering symptoms. It’s been over three years now and I would at least like a real diagnosis, not: unspecified autoimmune disorder. They might as well stamp hypochondriac across my health records.
As much as I don’t want to weigh in tomorrow at Weight Watchers, it is not an option, it is a responsibility. Just like with the weather, my mood is gray and cloudy, but I know there will be days with sunshine.
